| Monday, April 22, 2002
It's fun hanging out with Katie. She's funny, she thinks I'm funny, we're the same height, wear the same size shoes and clothes, it's cool to have a friend like that. But I'm in my constant "loser" bubble around her. She has a job, she's going to tech school, she's getting married. I knew that one night the fact of my loserness would come up and it had to be tonight. We were talking about whether or not we wanted to have kids (a show on Discovery channel started the convo) and she agreed with me, that she didn't want to have any. I then said that I wasn't even thinking about adopting anymore because right now, as of this point, I don't think I could handle it. She gives me this sad look and says, "Well, you're not going to find a guy, cuz most guys want to have kids." GAH! DAN! ...sorry about that outburst. Anyway, later on, she was saying what she always thought was the perfect age to get married and have kids. I said that for me, I want to get engaged around 21, 22, or 23...but that means that I'd have to find a guy now. Then Katie says, "Yeah, see, you don't do anything where you can meet guys. You don't have a job, you don't go to college, you don't do stuff like that where you can meet any guys." *sigh* Yes, of course. I already know all of this, thanks for noticing. For real, did she think she was helping me by saying that? I just replied, "Well, I'm not going to college just to meet guys. I'm working on the whole job thing..." Grr. 11:56 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- I know that it's been a while since I've blogged here, but I just now got everything up for this new site, Mary-ment. A lot of things have been going on and I've been really lazy about getting this site up. I still don't have everything on here, you'll notice that there's nothing about the site in the navigation and the guestbook hasn't been changed yet. I'm not sure when or if I'll get that stuff up, I guess my site isn't on my main priorities list right now. Anyway, enjoy what I've got so far and know that already there's a new layout in formuation. =P Of course, though I don't think it'll be up any time soon. 3:44 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Saturday, April 13, 2002  11:09 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Thursday, April 11, 2002 Hey, my purple contacts finally came in! Woo hoo! 12:34 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Wednesday, April 10, 2002 
Well-endowed both in mind and in body, you don't hesitate to use both to your advantage! Your confidence and sense of humour make you a pleasure to be around. You're crafty, clever and cute - a formula that would bring any man to his knees! But while your wit and charisma are definite assets, others may not be able to keep up with your resourceful intelligence. Take care not to overwhelm people with your treasures. Which Love Hina Girl Are You? 3:02 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- My mom and my sister went to my uncle's to get my bed today. It's sitting in our dining room. Why? Because I don't have a mattress for it yet and I haven't painted my room yet (which I WILL do!). I told my mom today that I wanted to go to the doctor's and get new allergy medicine. Her response was, "Well, you're 18, you have money. Call the doctor and make an appointment." Um, I don't have cash on me. Sure, I have money in my savings account, but I kinda didn't plan on spending it on medicine and doctor appointments. And if things go the way I'm thinking they will...I'll have to be paying a lot of money for medication. Poop. Some of Michael's friends want to come to our house for a Bible study and talk to my dad. Yikes! There have been a lot of arguements in school recently among my brother, Becka, and Sarah against all their friends on what they believe about the Bible and stuff. I'm taking my Friends page down for a bit. Not sure when I'll put it back up and get everything sorted out. Argh. 1:23 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Tuesday, April 09, 2002 Ew, this green ketchup crap is gross looking! =P 7:23 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Crying for an hour straight is not good on your sinuses! My word. I had the biggest sinus headache last night while I was trying to go to sleep. I didn't fall asleep until 4 or 5 in the morning. It's not helping that my allergies have been acting up this whole week. I need to get to the doctor and get new allergy medicine. I was taking Allegra, but then the last time I took it I got a really bad nose bleed (my first "real" nose bleed!!!) and, being squeamish, totally freaked out. I refuse to take that medicine again, but my allergies are going to get really bad really soon here. Oh, about that post yesterday, normally I would delete something like that but I'm not going to this time. I'm going to leave it up there so my friends who view this site will know how much it hurt when I wanted someone to talk to and they wouldn't listen. Lucky for me, someone did get on that I knew would listen and I felt a lot better after talking to them. :) I sincerely hope I don't have to go through my friends page and start moving people around and taking people off. I kept thinking yesterday was the 7th. Hmm. I'm looking at the date on all of yesterday's posts and I see that it was actually the 8th. That's what happens when you get out of school. Now every day I don't have to write the date on all my papers, so I lose track of what the date is very quickly. Oh well, that just means one day closer to my birthday! Yay! I don't know why my birthday excites me so much. When I was in elementary, whenever it was someone's birthday they could basically do whatever they wanted, have whatever they wanted. If they wanted the last cookie, they could have it, because it's their birthday. That's what they would say to you. You: "Hey, I called the last cookie!" Them: "But it's my birthday! I should get to have it!" The rules never applied to me, though. It was more like, I couldn't have anything because it was my birthday. Me: "Hey, it's my birthday, I should get the last cookie!" *sweet smile* Them: "Well, since it's your birthday, that should be special enough. It's not my birthday, so I should get the cookie!" Stupid jerks. Private school children...man alive. They are snots. Well, not all, but most. Especially the ones that come in from home schooling. COA's 1 and 2 were both home schooled for most of their life and now they go to public school. Ronnie, Tonia, and I all seem to see the same things in them: they have no common sense. Sure, they're smart, not genius smart, but they're up there. But they're a few fries short of a Happy Meal. I could name examples, but you wouldn't understand...you'd have to live here to know what I'm talking about. Anyway...how the heck did I get on that topic??? I'm feeling much better today...despite the allerigies and sinus pressure. My eye lids are kinda swollen, too. I really need some more allergy medicine. That reminds me. My purple contacts haven't come in yet. =/ I really miss them. *huggles her purple contacts* 3:04 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Monday, April 08, 2002 It's so great to know that I have so many friends I can turn to when I'm upset about something as stupid as what I'm upset about now. Yes, look at all these people online on all my friends lists. Which one of the many of them is making me feel better? Hmm...that number would be zero. 10:58 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- How come Michael gets to order stuff online and not me? 10:10 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Ok, now I've actually got the wishlist link to work. =P 1:22 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Sunday, April 07, 2002 I added more to my WISHLIST!!! 10:59 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Well, I'm feeling much better today. I didn't go to church cuz I didn't feel very well this morning and I was really tired, but now I feel fine. The Kmart in State College is closing and they're having a huge sale. My aunt works there and it's like employee appreciation week or month...whatever. Anyway, so we had to fill this paper out and we got even more off. I got a new phone (purple to go with--hopefully--my room when I get to redo it in purple) and this cute toy robot thingie. It's really cute, don't make fun of me. After I picked that up, I saw Popples! I REALLY wanted to get the star Popple but my mom wouldn't let me. =P Come on! It's a Popple, people!!!! 10:26 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Saturday, April 06, 2002 I have a fever. 99.0° last time I took it. You have to understand, that's high for me. My temperature is usually around 96 or 97. I've got those fever chills and I'm hot, yet I have a blanket on me and my hands are freezing. Ugh. No sore throat or anything, but my chest and back kinda feel funny. Actually, I'm kinda having trouble breathing. Ick. Did I mention that I finally got to borrow COA #2's hair twister thing? You know, the ones in those commercials? Well, I did, so sometime this week, look for my twisted hair in my cam pic. ^_~ 9:47 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Ok, people, I updated the about me page, the joined page, AND my wishlist!!! Now, as most of you know, my birthday is on May 3. Just click that little wishlist link down there...no, just kidding. =P I got a new AIM name and I need people to talk to on it. It's "pooosh pop" so IM me. 8:10 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Friday, April 05, 2002 Hiatus is over. Brand new layout is up. Tell me what you think! 3:32 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Tuesday, April 02, 2002 WOOO HOOOO! Flash works on my computer now! THANK YOU PC WORKS PLUS GUY! *huggles* 1:22 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- ...working out everything that's wrong with the new layout... 2:54 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- New layout. Yippee. 2:41 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Monday, April 01, 2002 These past two days have been heck. I finally found a good FREE place to put my site temporarily. I might even leave it here and just buy a domain name (for my b-day, woo hoo!) but I don't know yet. 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