Thursday, February 28, 2002 Extremely annoyed right now. Not only is my eye red, dry, and scratchy, but I've had to put up with it all day. Then, I was supposed to go up to my church today to tape, but my dad woke me up twice and when he thought that I wasn't getting up, he just left! He left while I was getting freakin' dressed and then when I ask him about it after he comes home he complains that he had to do everything himself up there and he could have really used my help. Weeeeeeeelllllllll next time wait for me to get freakin' dressed. Geez. Then I had to run down to Martin's to get Clear Eyes because my eye is bugging the crap out of me and I've been having problems with my eyes being dry lately, but even with two drops it's not helping that much. I can't figure out what I did to make Chat 2.0 stop working and I wrote to Yahoo but they just told me a bunch of crap I already know! Argh, I hate that. I have to use that if I don't want to get booted and I just got booted from Yahoo chat. Stupid Yahoo! I curse you! I haven't gotten sick yet, thank God, though I am expecting to. Maybe I'll get lucky and be ok...though the way my luck has been running my whole life, I doubt that. My mouth is really sore. It feels weird. Well, I shouldn't say sore...it has that feeling of when you eat too many sour things...that weird feeling you know? Oh what the heck am I talking about. I really wanted to go out and do something tonight. Yay, I got to go to Martin's. Woo hoo. I want to go see the new Peter Pan movie...that looks really cute. I still haven't seen Lord of the Rings, blasted. Oh, I FINALLY saw a preview for the new Spider Man movie...it's coming out on my birthday! Yay! Someone should take me to see it as a present.....*whistles and looks around* Oooo, the sports banquet is coming up. Yay! That means spring is coming and I'll get to get dressed up (which I usually hate) and I'll get to go see my friends and eat with them and have a good time then go to the youth center. Yay! Gosh I can't wait for spring to come. I'm missing summer soooo much. I never wanted summer to come so badly...not even when I was in school! I wore a tank top last night to bed, one that I wore a lot in the summer...I missed wearing it. I have my summer clothes out on a chair. Every night, I get to see my halter top, tank tops, and shorts. I really miss wearing that stuff and it reminds me of everything I did last summer. Bland's Park...Mark (lol)...conference...Hershey Park...Six Flags in Ohio...and just hanging out with friends. Please come soon summer!!! 10:03 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Wednesday, February 27, 2002 My hate for stupid people is rapidly growing. Maybe that's why I make so many Yahoo names and then don't tell anyone else. But of course, I always meet at least ONE new person under that name and they bug the crap out of me, so I have to make a new one. And so my world turns. My sister has the stomach flu. Majorly. We're talking two days off of school here. She threw up yesterday and I think she kept throwing up after that. Last time we all got this, it was only one day...of course I didn't eat anything at all the day after the awful night of hurling, but my brother did and he had no problems. Now my dad says that his stomach hurts. If I get sick with this I SWEAR I WILL SHOOT THE PEOPLE WHO INFECTED ME! I'm trying to cut back on eating weird stuff...just stick to water (or Code Red...that'll settle your stomach, lol) and bread. There ya go. A nice peice of bread. Easy on the body coming back up. Last time I had Long John Silvers. Seeing that a second time is not pretty. I haven't eaten there since. Ok, that's a lie, I did go there with my friend Katie, but only ate the crumbs in the bottom of her chicken thing. I was actually craving their chicken at the time, but I had no money and since she's a hog, she ate all the chicken and didn't offer me any...oh, but she did give me the breading crumbs. Yum. They acted like an apatizer. I just got more hungry after that. And I'm sure you all want to hear about throw up and Long John Silvers. Sorry, I'm not in the best of moods. Once again, it's the fault of stupid people. *rolls eyes* And I had found some really cute smilies, too, but they're for when I'm in a better mood. =/ Ah, what the heck, I'll post them anyway. 11:23 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Tuesday, February 26, 2002 *sigh* I made some updates to the friends page and picture page...oh, and I also took the link off for the addiction collective on this main page. I also finally changed my imood...their site was being weird this past week, I wasn't down for all those days that it was up, lol. 2:31 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Monday, February 25, 2002 Hmm, well, I guess I can safely say that all my sites at envy and virtue are gone. They've merged or switched or something and have a totally different address now. Not that I care or anything. I was sick of them anyway. Now this site acts like my collective for the subsites I have, so it's all good. Bill FINALLY got online. =P Now I HAVE to add him in my shout-outs list on my friends page, lol. I'm also going to have to delete the link to the Addiction Collective, since that no longer exists. So sad. =( I went to tape four broadcasts at my church today. When my dad and I got there, we turned all the lights on and stuff and then we smelled something burning. He said that he and Tracy (my pastor) smelled that last time, but it just went away after a few minutes. We were looking up at all the lights to see if it was one of them, when my dad noticed smoke coming out of the one. So he shut it off and we decided to just ask Tracy about it when he got there. Tracy came and we told him about the light smoking and stuff. She took the light off the table and then tilted it down towards the floor. Tons of lady bugs fell out of it, it was gross. He looked at them while they were on the floor and said that they were all black and crispy. Ew. So, we knocked all of them out of it and turned the light on again, but it didn't take long for more to get in there and burn up. The room really stunk and it seemed like there was one every minute. Eventually, there were only two lady bugs left in the room, tons laying dead on the floor. I hate lady bugs. Yick. I kept falling asleep during the taping. YOU try sitting through FOUR church messages when all you have to do is sit there and go from camera B to camera C and then back and forth. I went through about two stages of sleep, then I'd wake up, switch the camera, and then drift off to sleep again. I'm really tired right now and (gasp) I may to bed early!!! But I want to delete that Addictive link first and then I need to add the shout out to Bill. =P Lol. 12:15 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Sunday, February 24, 2002 You're Morticia Addams! (ooo, yay, I'm ugly as sin!) Take The Addams Family Test Here! *Take This Test!* (I'm soooooooo hungry...*tries to eat the doughnut off the screen*) -You were male in your last earthly incarnation. -You were born somewhere around the territory of what is now know as modern Ukraine, approximately in the year 1375. -Your profession was: preacher, publisher, scribbler of ancient inscriptions. -A brief psychological profile of you in that past life: Timid, constrained, quiet person. You had creative talents, waited till that life to be liberated. Sometimes environment considered you strange. -A lesson that your last past life wishes you to learn in your present life is: It always seemed to you, that you perceptions of the world are somewhat different. Your lesson -- to trust your intuition as your best guide in present life. I was a guy...??? Anyway, Randy was there again tonight. We kept making eye contact again and I actually stood about a foot away from him at one point! Woo! Lol. Haven't actually talked to him, but I feel there's a connection since we "laughed together"...like, when someone would do something funny during the basketball game or when he kept missing shots, we would look at each other and be laughing. Those are the moments I enjoy in life. 12:52 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Saturday, February 23, 2002 Dang it, I forgot. 1. Hey, baby, what's your sign? Do you think it fits you pretty well? My sign is Taurus and I think it fits me extremely well, lol. 2. What's the worst birthday gift you've ever received? That would have to be nothing. 3. What's the best birthday gift you've ever received? I don't know, there hasn't been many of them. Maybe when my uncle gave me that book...it was a good book. *shrug* 4. What's the best way you've celebrated your birthday thus far? Hmm, well, it wouldn't be preparing for the social, which was the day after, which totally sucked...and it wouldn't be whenever I had to take the stardardized tests in elementary and high school on my birthday...hmm... 5. What are your plans for this weekend? Youth center, sleep, youth center, sleep. 1:38 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Here's another one I made. 4:48 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Go here to see the skin I made for Nics and am currently using as my Yahoo Messenger theme. 1:32 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- After getting a few complaints about the color of the font on this page, I have changed it. Lol, that makes the second time I've had to change it for people to read it. =P I worked at the youth center tonight so I was there for all the four hours. Randy was there, too. Ah, Randy. He's so darn cute! I tried to get Tonia to hook me up with him, but she won't. Now I'm trying to get Toni to and she said that she would, but she didn't tonight. Then stupid head Caitlyn (C.O.A. #1) had to come and be single again, flirting with every guy there, including Randy. I saw him talking to her and stuff, I think he wants to go out with her. It's so not fair. *sigh* I live a sad life. 12:38 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Thursday, February 21, 2002 Lol, ok, me the stupid head...I typed up the "past guys" page last night and changed the link on this page to it and then posted that it was up. It didn't hit me until I woke up today that I had never uploaded the actual page, lol. Yes, I had changed this main page and saved the guys page, but I never logged in to my FTP and uploaded it, lol. For some reason when I woke up today it hit me. "I don't remember uploading that page...oh crap." Lol, oh my. But the page IS up now, I checked, so go read it. Anyway, I'm going to begin my searches of writing schools, preferably in California. Where it's warm, sunny, and in so far away from my family that I just might start to miss them. Argh, I know that sounds awful, but I believe there comes a time in every person's life where they're sitting in the living room watching Law and Order and can't hear the TV, though it's up to 14, which is pretty loud, because their mother is singing the theme to the Mickey Mouse Club, their father is purposely rattling the newspaper, and their sister is whining about something stupid. It's times like those that really make you think to yourself, "I MUST GET AWAY FROM THIS MADNESS!!!!" 8:28 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Got the "Past Guys" page up. Go read it. 3:28 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Ok, new layout up. I had some really cool alt characters for the menu to the left, but when they ran through blogger, I guess they got messed up, so I had to go delete them all. Of course, on the subpages, the characters work. You'll notice them in the page title, in the blue on the top of the screen. I'm not going to go through and change them all. Stupid blogger. =P So, what do you think of the layout? Oh, and I got a new member at Journey. Mike #1, lol. =) 12:06 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Wednesday, February 20, 2002 Since having woken up at 6 PM yesterday, I wasn't very tired as the night wore on. Around 6:30 AM I went up to my room and worked on a drawing a picture for a new layout for Fairy Tale. Then, I went through a stack of stuff in my room getting out old stuff I wrote for possible new content. I read through old stories and a letter that Becka wrote me. Before I knew it, when I turned off my light, it was light outside. My family was getting up to go to school and there I was still awake. But, I couldn't go to sleep, not yet anyway. I turned on the radio and listened to the Bob and Tom show while everyone else got ready and left. Around 9 I realized that my dad was still in the house, so I couldn't run out and get a shower, so I just sat up in my bed and looked out the window at the blue sky. For some reason, lately I keep feeling like it's summer. I'll hear a song and it'll just take me back to last summer. Last summer was the best summer of my life. I guess starting it off with graduation did the trick, lol, but I seemed to have so much fun! The conference at my church was cool. Bland's Park was fun, especially me giving my phone number (gasp) to Mark and then him actually CALLING me, lol. Even though he mentioned he had a girlfriend, it was still fun. Then going to Hershey with the people from the youth center. And Six Flags in Ohio with my family, those rides were awesome. I got my cartilege pierced over the summer, that was a new experience. It was also the first summer I could drive, though I didn't much. Anyway, I put on Madonna's "Ray of Light" because for some reason that always makes me think of summer and I just stared out the window. For the first time in a long time I heard birds chirping. They were flying in front of my window, back and forth. If only there were leaves on the trees, it would be perfect. With the sun pouring into my dusty, messy bedroom I walked downstairs and got on the computer, planning on typing this all out then, but I soon forgot, getting lost in making a new layout. Sleep never came to me. I laid down to take a nap around 12, but never did my eyes shut. So I got up and got in the shower. That seemed to wake me up even more, so I came downstairs to find my dad eating lunch, but he didn't get me anything. So I sat down starving at the computer again and time slipped me by. Soon it was 3:30 and my brother and sister were coming home....and I still hadn't slept a wink. I got off, letting my sister get on the computer and sat down to watch TV. I ate a little supper and then around 6:30 or 7:00 I finally fell asleep. I woke up around 9, feeling awful. My eyes were scratchy, my stomach hurt, and there was an odd taste in my mouth. I stretched, stood up, and went to get something to drink. My dad had somehow figured out that I hadn't been to sleep and told my mom. I was banned from the computer after 12 AM. But here I am. Being a naughty little girl. Thanks to Jason, I'm considering going off to school, though not the one he showed me. I want to get away. =/ 12:55 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Tuesday, February 19, 2002 I didn't go to sleep last night until after 7 AM. I remember shutting off my light and it not being dark in my room. *sigh* I had a ton of dreams, too, mostly about one person (not gonna say who). I woke up at 6 PM today. =P Getting a new layout ready to go up after I let the butt one on here for a while. That's about it for today. 1:49 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Monday, February 18, 2002 Well, it's coming closer and closer to the time when my site will be down for a short while. I'm already getting the old layout fixed up and ready to be reloaded. Then, I'll begin working on a new layout. I think I'll use a picture that I drew a while ago of me and Mike #1. *quickly covers mouth* Don't tell him I drew it, lol. Just kidding. Oh, and I'm also making a page for my friends, so that should be cool. I'll probably be adding more content as I realize I need some desperately. I'm also looking for more people to exchange links with. =D 2:37 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Sunday, February 17, 2002 This girl is awesome. Go check her out. =) 7:47 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- I watched Somewhere in Time today. Boy, was that a bad movie. Not only did the plot suck, along with the writing, the direction also sucked. The only good part was it had a great soundtrack, though they basically played the same song over and over, it was a really good song, lol. I caught the last 10 mintues of Gone With the Wind today, I had no idea it was on. =P I wanted to do something with Becka today, but then I got too lazy to go anywhere and figured she wouldn't be allowed anyway, so I just planned on calling her. Then I got too lazy (actually, too tired) to do even that. I almost fell asleep watching TV and I'm tired now. It's that kind of relaxed tired...like if someone started playing with my hair I'd go to sleep. I couldn't go to sleep just now. Anyone wanna play with my hair? lol. 6:23 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Saturday, February 16, 2002 Alright, my over-reactive imagination was at it again today. My family came home shortly after I posted that long, drawn out story. They were at the store. So, I managed to get to the youth center in time. A fight broke out while I was there. That was the most exciting part of the day. After the fighting groups left, the youth center was boring. *yawn* 11:33 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Um, ok, slightly disturbed. I woke up (shamefully) at 5 PM today (HEY! I wasn't feeling well last night) and ran downstairs to tell my sister that I was getting in the shower. The van was outside, I noticed, but my sister seemed to be the only one in the house besides me. I shrugged and got my shower. While I was in the shower, I remembered hearing a door close. I thought either my sister got off the computer and went to her room or that my mom was home. I get out of the shower, noticing a quiet, still house and I wondered where my mom and brother had gone. I had heard my mom say early this morning that my dad went up to the church building. Anyway, I got dressed came down stairs and saw that the computer was free. I thought to myself that the door I heard closing my have been my sister going into her room. I got on the computer for a while, no one was on, so I went to dry my hair. Before I did, the sudden realization that I hadn't eaten all day hit me, so I ran up the steps to ask my sister where everyone had gone. No answer. "Megan?" I called again. No answer. I looked under her door. The light was off. Obviously, mom HAD come home and taken Megan somewhere while I was showering. I get slightly scared, but just dry my hair, trying to think of what I will eat. And now, here I am. Hair is dry, an evil dog is barking outside, and my cat is staring at me evily. You don't think he....no, nevermind. 6:57 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Friday, February 15, 2002 Ok, never mind. Friday Five IS there, lol. 1. What was the first thing you ever cooked? Nothing, I'm not a chef, for crying out loud 2. What's your signature dish? Cooler Ranch Dorritos =P 3. Ever had a cooking disaster? (tasted like crap, didn't work, etc.) Describe. Uhh.. 4. If skill and money were no object, what would make for your dream meal? I'm happy with chicken. Teriaki chicken! Yummy =9 5. What are you doing this weekend? Being a bum. 11:13 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- I was sitting on the couch watching the first 15 minutes of Law and Order. I had my knees bent and my legs to the right, on the couch. While yawning and stretching during the show, I started to stretch my legs......when suddenly, down the side of my right leg shoots a crippling pain. I cried out, afraid that the pain would grow unbearable. Trying to keep myself calm, I quickly relax all my leg muscles in attempt to stop the awful cramp. The pain rose....rose...rose some more, I grew worried. I began massaging my leg and the muscles started to relax more and more and the pain died down. Now my right leg feels like jell-O when I walk, all shaky and weak. I think I need to start yoga again. 8:02 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- I deleted the gay Happy Valentine's Day message. No need to waste space. It's coming closer to the time when my site will be down for a short while. After that, I'll be uploading the old layout until I come up with a better new one, lol. Well, I'm probably going to the youth center tonight. Man, the one time I remember to answer those Friday Five questions, the site is down, lol. =P Dang it, I thought I had more to say. 2:52 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Wednesday, February 13, 2002 Ok, sorry to flip out before about the whole chatting thing. I just need to put a warning somewhere saying that I'm not going to talk much, so don't yell at me, and if you can't deal with it, don't IM me. =P I got up at one today. Yeah, that's pretty early for me. Man, I'm hungry. 7:49 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Thought above feeling and mind over matter are your mottos. Others come to you for advice and guidance. Some see you as introverted and snobbish, but they are merely jealous of your common sense knack to think things through. Don't be afraid to listen to your heart though. I also don't want to go to sleep tonight. I just got done writing three pages on a sequel to Pickway Corners: Adrienne and I think it all sucks. It's the mood I'm in right now. I mean, it's a good start for a story, but I'll probably go back later and spiffy it up. Happy day-before-that-dreaded-lovey-dovey-freakin-day-you-know-the-day-I-spend-alone-every-freakin-year. I'm serious, why can't I meet a nice guy who likes me in REAL LIFE? I meet guys all the time online who are like, "Gee, you're cute." "Wow, you're beautiful." and yadda yadda yadda, yet, no guys in real life seem to even notice I'm there. It's really starting to make me mad. I SWEAR I have this bubble around me that just repels guys from miles away. Not to mention that "loser" is tattooed on my forehead, though it doesn't show in the mirror or in pictures, but it's there, I know. I'll buy myself some flowers, give my pillow a hug, and then call it a day. How does that sound? 4:57 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Tuesday, February 12, 2002 Alright, I'm beginning to notice a pattern in my life. I either get preached at to talk more or I get doubted that I'm actually 18. I'm kinda getting sick of both of them. Why is it so hard to believe that I'm 18? Am I going to have to scan my driver's lisence to prove that I'm 18, going to be 19 this May? And about not talking much. Geez, maybe I don't feel well, or maybe I'm not in a good mood (such as now), or maybe I just don't like you. How about that? Gosh, some days, maybe you're so darn annoying, that I don't want to talk to you. Is that hard to believe? Why should I have to talk my butt off for you to be happy? Maybe ask decent questions besides, "What's up?" "Whatcha doin'?" and "What music do you like?". I actually do have decent conversations with people, if you must know. And I really am 18. I wouldn't be able to blog at 3 and 4 AM if I wasn't 18 and out of school. Grrrrr. 11:55 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- I put a new shirt in the store. Go check it out. Oh yeah, I added a link to the store over to the right >>>> under the list of my other sites that I have. The shirt is supposed to be for guys...whatever. No one buys anything anyway, lol. =P 9:06 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Oh, wow, I forgot that I blogged already today, lol. Hmm...well, I'll just blog again. My bottom lip hurts. I think I'm allergic to that darned lip stuff I bought. It's like all swollen and sore. Owie. My headache's coming back now. I'm in a chat room right now. It's boring the pants off me. The cool guy I was talking to left, dang it. =P I'm hungry. I just ate a bowl of Cinnamon Toast Crunch, and earlier I had a chicken salad sandwich. I was so proud of myself for losing 10 lbs. since graduation, but I'm going to end up gaining it all back, lol. 2:09 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Monday, February 11, 2002 Ack, my head hurts. Why do I always get headaches? It seems I get one every day. =/ I went to Hallmark tonight and got two cards, along with my mom buying cards for people, and I got the Kiss Kiss bears. Yay! :) The cards I got are really funny. See, I'm that type of person who would buy people funny cards, rather than mushy. I'm all about being funny. Is that a problem? I don't know, I don't think so. I like to get people to laugh, I like to laugh myself. Makes your day better. Hey to all the guys out there, email me if you have any good ideas for stuff to put on a tshirt for guys. I need a "guy" tshirt to promote my site. Actually, the "I'm a sarcastic teenage girl" shirt is supposed to be for guys to wear...that would get LOTS of attention for my site, lol. But it's gonna take a really secure man with an awesome sense of humor to wear it. *looks around* I know there's a guy out there who would. Lol. =P 9:44 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Sunday, February 10, 2002 I want a Valentine. I made it my goal this year to have a special someone as a "Valentine" and I'm going to accomplish it! Gosh dang it, it's about time I had one. I don't know why I do this to myself. Make bets with myself and such. "I bet that I won't have anyone over Valentine's Day." "I bet I still will have never been kissed by the time I turn 19" (May 3 guys, mark your calendars) I also bet that I would go to the social alone last year and whaddaya know, I did. I guess I like to win, but sometime I'd like to LOSE! Lol. =P I somehow "misplaced" my youth center schedule...but I checked tonight and I'm working on the 25th. Gotta remember. My mom finally bought me that Silk & Shine lip stuff that I've only been asking her to pick up for me for a week. =P It smells and taste like a Mystery Air Head...you know, the white ones that are just all the flavors mixed together, lol. And it looks like a glue stick...even rolls up like one. Psychotic. It's supposed to have real silk extracts in it. Ick, I'm rubbing stuff that came out of a worm's butt on my mouth. All the guys wanna kiss me now. ^_~ Lol. I'm just joking. =P Gosh, I'm such a freak. So, did everyone check out my store??? I know I only have three items in it now, but all the other stuff is stupid. They have Valentine's Day crap now, and I don't really think you want a box of chocolates that says Fairy Tale on them, lol. There's a cute teddy bear, but I think they V-dayed it all up. =P My lips are far from silky with this stuff on them. More like sticky. I think they just melted down airheads and mixed it with a glue stick and said, here ya go, lol. =( My stomach hurts. 4:03 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Saturday, February 09, 2002 Woo! Got my STORE up and running! I've only got three things in it, but that's ok, lol. So.....go buy something! Lol. =P 3:38 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- The guys game tonight was AWESOME!!! The game was so close. By the third quarter, I got up to go with with Becka and Barry and his friends came in. We were all sitting in a line against the wall and we kept yelling at the other team (we were behind their basket). But the end of the game, we were all standing up. I was jumping around and screaming. Lol, my hands hurt so bad from clapping and I pulled a tendon in my wrist. =P But that court was never so loud as it was tonight. During time-outs, our cheerleaders would start a chant: "G-C-S". While the other team started, "S-S-V". We were louder than they were. There was three seconds left on the clock. Our team had the ball. A 7th grader on our team, steps back to the three point line (a 3 pointer would put us ahead one point) and shoots. It goes in, we go CRAZY. Barry, his friends, and I rushed the court (well, almost...we stopped at the line) and the owner of the building had to come tell us to back up. But something was wrong and the refs made them put two more seconds up on the clock (they still counted the three pointer, though, phew) and like the other team was gonna score in two seconds. HA! So, GCS won!! The 7th grader had tears in his eyes, lol, and the guys put him up on their shoulders after the game. When the buzzer rung, we really rushed the court, giving all the guys hugs....well, Barry hugged me, lol, the basketball players were all sweaty, lol. I wanted to hug the 7th grader, but all the other girls were fawning all over him, lol. My throat was so scratchy from screaming, too, lol. That was such a great game! =D Tomorrow (today actually) I'm meeting Jason at the youth center. I don't even know why they're making Fridays "game nights" at the youth center. They wanted to try to see how it worked out....guys end up playing basketball anyway. Ronnie is sooo funny!! He was there tonight and he just kept making comments about Katie all night! Lol. First, he called the school we played a "handicapped" school, LOL, and he said the girls were blind, LOL. Then, Katie kept trying to stick her head in between the bars that go across the counter and she said, "What would you do if I got my head stuck in here?" Ronnie said, "We'd have to chop your head off." LOL!!! Oh my word, he is soooo funny! He said something else tonight that was really funny, but I forget. Lol, oh my. *wipes tear from eye* I'm going to make tshirts for my website, lol. Whaddaya think? I'll wear it around Altoona, lol. Wanna buy one? Lol. 5:02 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Thursday, February 07, 2002 I got a new layout up a Journey. Go take a look. I'm hungry, lol. 5:48 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Alright, for the people asking who that guy is up there *points up*, that's Alex Greenwald (yummy) from my favorite band, Phantom Planet. 12:40 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Wednesday, February 06, 2002 I'm not sure what happened to yayness.net, but I took that "If I were a band, I'd be..." quiz there and got that nifty blink 182 graphic...but now it's showing up as a broken image. When I try to visit the site, it says it's not there or something, so, um...I'm not really sure what happened. That graphic was nifty though. I may hate their music, but, dang, are they cute! Lol. New cam pic, finally. I got sick of looking at my class ring, so I thought I'd put another pic of my Class of 2001 shirt, lol, which I am wearing right now. I did some major laundry yesterday, so most of my stuff is clean. Argh. I know I should really clean my room, but again, I don't really care what it looks like. Just sick of everyone saying stuff about it. =P I used my new cucumber melon shampoo today. Mmm mmm, it smells good. Didn't leave my hair very soft or smooth, but it smells good! Lol. Maybe it's because I let it air dry... Hmm... 9:57 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Aaah, got a new layout up. This is only staying until Valentine's Day is over...then I'm uploading the old layout again. I really love that layout, lol. Anyway, hope you enjoy the lovie-dovie-ness of this for it will be gone shortly. Maybe I'll leave it up until the end of February. Then, after the whole server switch thing, I'll upload the old layout. Hmm...decisions, decisions. 2:14 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Tuesday, February 05, 2002 My left eye was messed up today when I woke up. I think it was because I had my fan on last night and it dried out. It like wasn't focussing or something. =P Very scary. It's happened before, but never lasted this long. Well, it's gone now, but it lasted for most of this morning. Ick. 10:09 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Monday, February 04, 2002 Ska and punk rock is you! Some of your songs have meaning, pertaining to your childhood or life, and others are just fun songs that everybody loves to listen to in their car with a group of friends, and sing to like a pack of coyotes. You're just out there to have fun, and you always tell people you'd never trade your job or friends for the world. *wipes tear from eye* My brother would be so proud. ---------- Take the Persona 2 Personality Quiz --------- Find out what kind of driver you are! --------- You're kind of plain. Nothing amazing. But hey, that's not always a bad thing. 10:52 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Ew, these Nilla wafers are hard. *sniffs a Nilla wafer* Not stale hard..just not their usual freshness. Bleck. I watched the WHOLE Gone with the Wind today, started at 4, ended at 8. Yep. Watched the whole thing. Now I'm slightly feeling "blah", basically because just about everyone Scarlet knows dies and because of some other reason (argh). I'm all shaky (well, that's because of the reason and because I haven't eaten anything all day) and just feel poopy emotionally. I guess part of it is due to the dreams I had last night. Blast the stupid, freaky, depressing dreams I have. I was almost afraid to eat anything because of my fear that I might have the stomach flu, but hunger came over me. I crashed and had to eat some Nilla wafers. I figured I'd be safer with those. (The can of Code Red Mountain Dew and now currently drinking Mountain Dew might not be much help, but dang, I'm thirsty and I need my caffiene!) Thinking about eating some Sour Patch Kids. Hmm... Man, I'm cold...and I'm even wrapped up in a Penn State blanket. I got really hot last night...so hot it woke me up and I had to turn on my fan. That's the THIRD night in a row I've had to turn on my fan. I think something's wrong with me, lol. Oh yeah, the reason. Argh... 9:02 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Yup yup yup. Going to go to Hallmark. Gonna get me some V-day cards. Gonna buy me a Kiss Kiss bear for $3.99 and get the other one FREE. Gonna give my friends (Becka...) or send my friends (Mike #1) a V-day card. Gonna give a Kiss Kiss bear to someone. *wink wink*...maybe. I actually have the bears from last year. I remember really wanting them, but hearing they were all out and stuff. I never went to Hallmark to try to get them because I assumed I wouldn't and I didn't really want to buy any cards. But for graduation, my grandma gave them to me. She got some and thought I would like them. I have them up in my room now and I play with them every once in a while. I'm sorta excited about something. =D Can't really say what here (I'm sooo secretive, you know) but I'm really looking forward to it. Yup. Did I mention I watched Gone with the Wind today? I think I told just about everyone I know, lol. I love that movie. That's my all-time favorite movie. If I had to make a list of my top ten fave movies, here's what it would look like: 1. Gone with the Wind 2. Ferris Bueller's Day Off 3. Goonies 4. Rat Race 5. Vertigo 6. 39 Steps 7. Footlight Parade 8. North by Northwest 9. Needful Things 10. Emperor's New Groove Ok, so they're not in the best order, but Gone with the Wind IS at the top. Man, I'm getting tired...I'm going on three hours of sleep. I think I'll go to bed now. =/ 2:41 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Sunday, February 03, 2002 I went to the youth center tonight...it was closed. They were taking people over to go ice skating. =P So I just turned around, got back in the car and left. That was fun. Made a new Yahoo name. I really need a life. Everyone, gaze upon my wonderful class ring! I spent enough money on it, lol. I do really like my ring. I was the only one out of my class to get one. Stupid heads. =P Gosh, I just do not have anything good to say anymore. 12:00 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Saturday, February 02, 2002 I got a new AIM screen name. Filled out a profile and directory crap just like all my other screen names. Now all the sudden, I'm getting strangers asking me to cyber and stuff. That never happened on my other names...what's the deal now? 12:23 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Friday, February 01, 2002 La la la 1. Have you ever had braces? Any other teeth trauma? Nope, the only "trauma" I can think of would be losing my baby teeth and when I had that one cavity 2. Ever broken any bones? Nope...I thought I broke a toe once, but I didn't. During soccer, some girl kicked me so hard that if I wouldn't have had shin guards on, she would have broken my leg. I think she chipped part of my shin bone off...that was sheer pain right there. 3. Ever had stitches? Ew, no, and I hope I never have to get them. 4. What are the stories behind some of your [physical] scars? Um, I don't really have any noticable scars really. There's a slight one on my knee (which has gone away over the years) from when I fell in 1st grade and was bleeding all over myself, lol. I have one chicken pox scar, but if you can see it, then we're obviously married or you've caught me in a rare moment when I'm wearing my bathing suit and not wearing a tshirt. =P But, that's about it. 5. How do you plan to spend your weekend? Go to the youth center, I guess. Church of course on Sunday. 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