| Monday, December 31, 2001
AARGH!!! I HATE Envy, I HATE the cold, I HATE PA!!!! I can't feel my fingers, my nose is all stuffed, the wind is blowing in here like I'm outside...it's 18°!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've got, shoes, socks, jeans, tshirt, sweatshirt, AND a blanket and I'm still freezing my butt off. I HATE snow, I HATE ice, I HATE WINTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just can't stand it anymore! I can't take it. I am not made for this kind of stuff. Anyone who knows me knows that I'm always cold. ALWAYS. Even in summer I'm never really as hot as everyone else. o_o You better watch out. Those are my laser eyes. I'm trying to burn a pile of Triscuits to start a fire to keep me warm, but it's not working. The lasers are frosted over. Happy Freakin' New Year everyone >=P 12:21 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Sunday, December 30, 2001 Well, I've decided. I'm moving to San Diego and taking Mike and Becka with me. Me and Becka will head off, maybe drop by VA to pick up a hubby for her (lol) and then go to MD, pick up Mike and head out to CA. Never having to experience a harsh winter again. How wonderful! I swear I will be in San Diego (or in CA) by next winter. I will not put up with this one more year. Mike, you're going to transfer and go to college out there, Becka's going to marry and become a missionary, so she can stay out there with me until she gets all that figured out. Of course, we will have to wait for her to graduate....um, no. She can meet us there in a year. I'm moving. I've got my mind set. 8:23 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- I am moving to CA. Los Angeles (sp?) probably. There I can go to all the Phantom Planet shows and NEVER be cold! Triscuits are like eating a salted whicker chair, have you ever noticed? 12:39 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- 12:31 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- I just spent like two hours on Amazon making a wishlist. Wanna buy me something? =D 12:05 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Saturday, December 29, 2001 Argh, I'm thinking about dumping my TSbG page. I'm too preoccupied with Fairy Tale to work on any of my other pages and I just don't feel like having that page anymore. I really need to work on a new layout for Pickway Corners...I'm thinking about moving it over to this server...not sure if that will just like take up too much space...it shouldn't. Hmm. Oh, I got to talk to my dad tonight on Yahoo Messenger. That was pretty cool. He's still in the Philippines. He doesn't go to India until Jan. 1. (They're 13 hours ahead of us, so you figure it out) He said that it's 85° over there and they eat a lot of rice...and he's sick of it, lol. This New Years is gonna blow, I'm serious. If I'm lucky, Becka will come along with the youth center, but other than that, it's just going to suck. 1:57 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Friday, December 28, 2001 Ok, scratchy throat turned into cough/laryngitis and sore back of throat, along with a slight "sick head" feeling. I missed the meeting with my pastor because of sleeping in (more like totally passed out) from the all-nighter. I woke up feeling like crap and I had to talk to him on the phone and tell him I wasn't feeling well. I still haven't drawn the mouse or looked for cartoons. Maybe I will tonight. *cough cough* X_x 10:15 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Thursday, December 27, 2001 Mmm, I just got a shower and blow dried my hair. It's all fluffy and stuff now. I did my laundry so I'm wearing my favorite outfit (navy AE Bears short-sleeved shirt, Mudd button fly flared jeans, and my light blue Roxy hoodie (what I'm wearing in the pic I post everywhere, lol). My throat is still scratchy, though Mountain Dew, pretzels and Triscuits helped (I think it was the salt on the pretzels and Triscuits...and Mountain Dew is just awesome, so...lol). I can't wait for tonight. I've got like 4 and half hours left until we have to meet at the Summit. I'm going to have fun tonight. I've already planned on that. I want to meet new people. I'll get to hang out with Chris Mc., Amy, Amber, and other people like that (even though they're younger than me, they're still pretty cool). I'm not sure if Katie or Deanna will be there. They both know about it, I think, but they both probably feel too good to go to something like that. Katie's probably preoccupied with the guys from the youth center anyways. =P I'm freezing! I should take a nap before I go tonight, but I'm too excited. That's why I'm loading up on the caffeine. I hope they have pizza at the Summit! Oh, my dad's in Cebu now. I had been telling people that he was in India, cuz I thought Cebu was in India, but Cebu is actually in the Philippines, so he's still there. He said that he got a surprise or two for all of us there, so I'm excited about that. I love surprises!! =D 6:28 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- I really hate it when people swear on websites just to sound cool. Especially the 13, 14 year olds. When you use the f-word every two sentences, you have a problem. I hate swear words, though I can handle a couple...maybe even the f-bomb ONCE, but not every blessed sentence. And when you're not even angry?? Come on! When you saying what a f-in beautiful day (and you're not being sarcastic) you sound like a dork. Seriously. 12:49 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Holy crap. I have not drawn a frickin' mouse yet. I tried again last night, but it was awful. =P I'm going to an all-nighter tonight which goes until like 6 AM and then I have to up to the church to tape two broadcasts I think, and then I have a meeting with my pastor to discuss the mouse and I'm supposed to be showing them a bunch of sketches, but I have none good enough to show. Crap. I'm just going to tell him to pick a human being. I can draw HUMANS. Not ANIMALS. I also still have to look for cartoons for the calendar, though that doesn't have to be done until January. Phew. My throat is really bugging me. That and my psychotic dreams kept me up last night...which is why I'm on the computer at like noon...which is really rare, so take pictures and autographs are 5 bucks each. Mmmm, as good as Luden's Throat Drops are, they don't do a blessed thing for my throat. I might as well be sucking on a Life Saver or something. I had hot tea and toast for breakfast today. The hot tea really helped my throat...for like five seconds after it was gone, then the scratchyness came back. It feels like I've been swallowing sandpaper for about two weeks. I don't feel sick, though. You know, that sick head feeling where you can't think and stuff. And I don't think I have a fever. Hmmm. 12:02 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Tuesday, December 25, 2001 Well, what did everyone get for Christmas? I got a new CD player and a digital camera...oh, and of course a bunch of candy in my stocking. I ate a little too much too. I probably gained all the weight back I lost this year. =P Now I can't wait for New Years. I love New Years! ^_~ (that's a secret wink, and secret reasons are behind it because I am secretly really happy about something) 11:02 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Merry Christmas! 12:00 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Monday, December 24, 2001 Ok. I would sit here and write about my awful nosebleed and how freaked out and lightheaded I am right now, but I'm sure most people reading this already heard me complain about it and are sick of me. So =P What a delightful Christmas Eve I'm having (that's sarcastic). Something happened to my cable connection right when I was talking to a really cool guy who lived in Altoona!! Argh! I always feel really bad whenever that happens. Poo! I told my pastor today that I CANNOT draw a mouse. He said that I could just find a mouse head that I liked and copy it, changing it slightly and then draw the body. Geez, I hope we don't get in trouble for stuff like that. I also can't forget that I have to look for Christian cartoons to go in the church's calendar. =P I know I'm going to forget. 1:04 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Saturday, December 22, 2001 Well, Mike's complaing that I don't update my blog, so I guess I will. =P Lol, just kidding. My dad's in Manila right now. Not sure where he's going after that. He didn't email yesterday or today. They have to find interent cafes to send email and sometimes it doesn't work. My stupid brother saw all of his presents today. He went into my mom's room to get the vaccum (sp?) cleaner and saw all the boxes that my mom didn't wrap yet (I don't know why!). He even opened the boom stand and was looking at it, the snot. *shakes head* I went to the Christmas party at Mr. D's house tonight. Deanna was there and we talked some. Becka came too, but was preoccupied watching Smash Bros. and cheering for Yoshi (who eats people and pops them out his butt in an egg...totally gross, I think). All the boys were either playing 007 on PS 2 or N64 or they were playing the football game. I, for the life of me, will NEVER understand football. EVER. NEVER EVER. Period. After that guy online made me cry, I don't feel so bad anymore. I think I just needed a good cry. I've been crying at night these past couple days, but I don't think I will tonight. Tonight I'll probably read some more of the Fellowship of the Rings. Ack, I really need to finish that. 2:36 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Tuesday, December 18, 2001 Wow, yeah, I was slightly depressed yesterday. Could ya tell? *sigh* 7:33 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- My life sucks. Seriously. Sucks. Oh, by the way, my dad left for his trip. He's in the Philippines now I think. Anyways, back to how much my life sucks. I have like one real life friend. All my other friends are online and I hate the fact that I can meet tons of guys online, yet not a single one in real life. I am starting to believe that there is a force feild 500 miles wide around me that won't let guys get near me. I mean, what other reason could there be? And, even if guys manage to get past that, I've got "loser" on my forehead, so that deters them even more. And this problem with most of my friends not believing the same thing I do is starting to irritate me. I can hardly have a decent conversation with one of them without them saying something I don't agree with and I don't want to stop them and say something cuz I don't want to debate it. *sigh* Gee wiz. I wanted to have someone this New Years, but it doesn't look like that's going to happen. I make that a goal for every New Years and it hasn't happened yet. Yes, I'm a loser, once again, cuz I make goals like that. Yes, I'm also betting that I will have never been kissed by the time I turn 19. Who else wants to put money on this? Cuz that's the way it's gonna be. Not by my choice, of course. So, now I'm just gonna go upstairs, read a little, listen to No Doubt, and cry myself to sleep, while pretending I'm cuddling with my boyfriend who doesn't really exist. So, please excuse me, I'm sure you have other pity parties to go read. Thank you. 2:04 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Friday, December 14, 2001 Hmm, yeah. I want to start a group blog. Interested? Ok. Email me. 9:53 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Wednesday, December 12, 2001 Hmm, let's see...I went to the school's dress rehersal today and got to see my friends. (yay! lol) I had to make a McDonald's run for the poor children because they didn't eat lunch. I got to listen to the choir sing and they were actually pretty good (a few people still sucked and if I was the choir director, I would have taken them aside and said something to them...but I'm not). I never knew how much the mics actually picked up while you standing there on stage, whispering to your friends...until I sat out in the back of the auditorium. You can hear every blessed word they say. And as soon as the song's done, they're whispering and giggling. Again, if I was the choir director, I'd be like, "Ok, who said that the end of the song means chat time? HMM?!" *shakes head* Well, I was happy that I got a compliment. I went into the bathroom to wait for my sister to change out of her dressy clothes so I could take them (lol, I brought her a change of comfy clothes...I wasn't like playing a prank or anything) and Jeannette came in. She said, "Are you losing weight, Mary? Cuz you look skinny." And I said, "Yes I am" with a big grin on my face. That is definitely a GREAT thing about being out of school. I can do that thing where you eat several small meals a day...and man, does that work. I mean, I could eat crap for every meal and still lose weigh. I also think I shrunk my appetite, so YAY! Lol. 3:56 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Tuesday, December 11, 2001 Right now I'm: -chatting with Dewey ^_^ -falling asleep, lol -thinking about how hungry I am -getting excited because tomorrow we're going to exchange presents -also getting excited because I might get to go watch the school's dress rehersal with my dad on Wednesday ^_^ Yay! 3:06 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Monday, December 10, 2001 The van windows were frosty this morning. How did I know? Well, I had to get up at 7:30 to drop my mom off at school. It was so cold outside, that as I sat in the car while my mom scraped the windows, I went into a whole body shiver, lol. The steering wheel froze my fingers and the van was sluggish moving cuz it was so cold. Anyways, I dropped her off and then drove back home (now the van was warm), meanwhile laughing at everyone passing me on their way to work, thanking God that it wasn't me on my way to my sucky job...and hoping it never will be. I need a man, lol. I need a man (preferrably ages 18-23...but 24 and 25 are ok, too ^_~) who I can fellowship with (meaning- believes the same things I do) and plan on marrying. *sigh* Who also understands all the dumb things about me (don't make me explain them to YOU). I swear, I'll die before I get married (and that's not a promise, that's a prediction). 9:21 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Sunday, December 09, 2001 *sigh* My life is totally meaningless. (Thanks goes to Becka for getting me started on this). I mean, what is the point of life? You're born, you make your parents happy, you grow up, get a job, waste money on college to get a full time job that you will probably hate to make money to pay the bills that cause you stress, you get married and (heaven forbid) have kids of your own that make you want to pull your hair out and then you die. That's probably the best time of life. When you die and go to heaven (if you're going there, that is). I mean, the only other point of living is making yourself happy. You know what would make me happy? You don't want to know, I might break a few laws if I actually did it. Lol, just kidding, but seriously. What the heck am I living for? I live at home, dont' have a boyfriend, I've got like two friends one I hardly see and one I HAVEN'T seen, I've resorted to going into chats where I have my picture posted and feeding off the compliments I get from psycho-chatters. (And ever since that incident with one the other day...I'm kinda staying away more) I don't even do anything fun or daring. Ooo, I rode that roller coaster where you're laying down, big woop. Like I'm going to die on that. Not that I'm trying to die or anything, lol, but do you get what I'm saying? For crying out loud, I've never even kissed a guy. Girls and guys are kissing at half my age, what the heck was my problem???? I feel like a 12 year old, just discovering stuff about me and the world (especiall that picture............*shivers*......nevermind). Ugh, what the heck...I need help. Lol. 10:24 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Friday, December 07, 2001 GCS won tonight! Yay! It was 34 to 33 and, man, it was soooo close! I was standing and yelling and clapping the whole time. Everyone flipped out. I thought Mr. D was going to have a heart attack, lol. It was great! 9:35 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Thursday, December 06, 2001 Well, a new layout's up at Fairy Tale, though it's no longer Fairy Tale. Go check it out. I submitted my site for two awards and to be reviewed. I also signed up to be a reviewer. :) Not much to say. 9:06 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Wednesday, December 05, 2001 Gah! I need help! I'm already sick of Cherry-soda. Blah. I hate the layout that I made, too. HELP ME! Help me think of a new page name. I doubt now that I'm going to get a host OR domain name. =P So now I just want to use the Fairy Tale address and make it something else. *groaning in pain* I CURSE YOU, BECKA! 5:49 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Tuesday, December 04, 2001 GCS lost both games. They didn't have a junior high game because there weren't enough people. I sat with my family at first, but then after the girl's game, Becka came and sat with me. =P I don't feel like talking very much. 9:59 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Picture this: You're sitting down to eat a recently re-heated Arby's roast beef sandwich, accompanied by a cold can of Mountain Dew and a fresh bag of Cooler Ranch Dorritos. Then, you see you're usually cute, but now annoying cat sitting across the room on the sofa sniffing the air curiously and it hits you. You're dumb cat loves Dorritos AND roast beef. Before you even take a bite of your sandwich, your cat is up your butt trying to sniff and swat at the savory meat. You manage to swat him away for most of Law and Order, but then the phone rings. You have but four bites left, so you take your tray that you set your food on and place it in the middle of the living room. When you come back to your food you inspect it to see if your cat got at it. It looks fine, so you continue to eat...until, suddenly, your cat jumps back up on the chair...and there's a SESAME SEED ON HIS NOSE. 2:15 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Monday, December 03, 2001 Man, I'm hungry. Hmm, I don't think we have anything good to eat, though. =P I'm getting really excited. GCS's first basketball game (jv, girls, and guys) is tomorrow!! Yay!!! I can't wait! I want to go to all three. I love watching basketball games! The first one, I'll probably get to sit with Becka and some other friends from school. Then, they'll go play and I'll get to sit with some of the guys...which usually ends up to be Chris Mc, Brett, and Barry (they're all hilarious) so that should be fun. Unless my brother is with them and kicks me out...or if their coach makes them go over plays and stuff in a back-room of the gym. Then that would suck. I'm hoping Liz will be there, but she might have to work. =P That was the whole reason she didn't join the basketball team anyway, she works like all the time. Oh well. I don't think Dan's on the team, maybe I'll sit with him...and that's a big maybe. I used to swear that I hated him, but now he's pretty cool...I guess. I can at least tolerate him now that I'm not around him seven hours a day, five days a week. I could probably tolerate a lot of people I went to school with now. Lol. Yuck, I think I'm going to get in the shower tonight. Right now, I'm blogging and chatting with Mike. I would have gotten on sooner, but my mom was trying to win more games of Free Cell...actually, it's Fore Cell, but I'm just so used to her being addicted to Free Cell. =P She's like Matthew from News Radio, but he was addicted to computer Solitare, lol. Does anyone else remember that show besides me? It still comes on A & E at 6:30 PM every weekday. I love it. It's hilarious. It was the last show Phil Hartman was doing before he was killed. Man, that is so sad. I love that guy. He's so funny. =( Well, I was watching The Daily Show and waiting for Letterman/SNL to come on (I flip between both) but my mom came down and turned off the TV. I really need something to eat and drink. Then, watch Letterman/SNL, Craiggers, then the late running of Leno to see the Headlines (maybe I'll catch it the first time, too) and then get in the shower. 11:35 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Sunday, December 02, 2001 I think there might be a break in this whole situation!!! My mom suggested that I make a deal with my dad. Clean room = domain name/host Since when did we have to work for Christmas presents? Oh well. I REALLY want this, so I think I'm going to work on my room a bit tonight. Really, all I have to do is throw some junk away and get my clothes put away. Then it should be looking better. Anyways, I don't think I want roxychick.com anymore. I'm just not crazy about it. So, for inspiration, I read SeinLanguage last night and found a good one. cherrysoda.com. Great, huh? Yeah, well, it's taken. I tried it cherrisoda.com and that wasn't taken, so I think I'll stick to that. I really want to know if I can have this cuz if I can, I want to start working on a new layout for the new page, which will be a combination of this blog and Fairy Tale, just called Cherri Soda. ^_^ 4:54 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- I don't think my dad is going to get me a domain name or host for Christmas. He now refuses to buy anything else online. I really want this, though! How else am I supposed to get a domain name and a good host? I don't have a credit card and they don't give you the choice of sending in a check. Man, this sucks. 1:41 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Saturday, December 01, 2001 Well, I went to the mall tonight and got Becka's present(s). It's made up of two things, but I think I'm going to get her something else, too. And then I need to get people Christmas cards. Hmm. Not sure when I'll do that. Alrighty. I tried signing up with Lunarpage, under the impression that I would get FTP and then I could blog to there w/o Blogger's banners. Well, that didn't work out. You have to pay to get no banners. So, I did a little searching and these are the choices I came up with: 1. Sign up and pay Lunarpages.com to host my site so I can use their FTP a. Pros: I can FTP my blog to there and have the convienience of using FTP to change the template b. It's $3.95 a month 2. Sign up with Host Finity a. Pros: I get TONS of space, they back up my files every day, I get CGI and all that other cool stuff that I don't understand, I get a domain name PLUS 3 subdomains (www.blahblah.something.com), and TONS of other nifty stuff b. It's $14.95 a MONTH!...and I'm not even sure I get a domain name This one website I visit just about every day, she has her site on Host Finity AND she registered her domain. Maybe I could email her and ask her what the deal is on all that stuff. A domain name is only $13.95 a YEAR, so that's good. Hmm, I wonder what my domain name should be... 1. roxychick.com isn't taken, I checked 2. marian.com IS taken 3. star.net/.com ARE taken 4. sweetness.net/.com ARE taken 5. sunshine.net/.com ARE taken 6. I haven't tried any others. If you have suggestions, email me at fairymoonstar@hotmail.com 8:51 PM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- OH MY GOSH! I am SOOOO good! Check out my nifty little slide menu on the left there. Ya like?? I DO!! Lol. I'm giddy! Now maybe I'll get this stupid thing hosted...why don't I just buy my own freakin' domain...maybe I will... We exchanged names this year and I got my brother's name. We're all going to open our presents before my dad has to leave for his trip. He's leaving the 13th now and won't be back until January 11th or 12th. He's making a stop in Tokyo, so I hope he buys me Hello Kitty stuff!!! Anyway, my brother's a big drum freak, so while my dad ordered all of my brother's Christmas presents online (the Musician's Friend website) I ordered him something else for his drums at another music site. I hope he likes it. That's my paycheck. Man, drums (and parts to maintain them) are expensive. 3:11 AM [link] ----------------------------------------------------------- Oh my word. This must be the best layout I have ever done...considering it's just a picture, lol. Isn't it great? Too bad the banner gets in the way of the girl's face, but once you scroll down, you can see her fine. The picture is from Final Fantasy X and the girl's name is Yuda...I guess. That's what the picture is called anyway. So, ya like? A simple background and table. *sits back and puts feet up* Oh yeah, I changed the layout for Fairy Tale so go check that out. It kinda sucks, but then I kinda like it. I got rid of all the subpages. Well, I didn't get rid of them. I still have them on my computer, but I was just too lazy tonight to go through them all and change them. =P Now all I need is a fresh, new layout for the new, and improved TSbG. I already set up an address for it and FTP for it (http://envy.nu/tsbg)...I just don't have a layout for it yet. Blah. 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